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22 March 2007
It's been days that I've finally post.
So how's everything going?
I had a bad holiday and everything is not going smoothly...
Recently i've almost fight with my father.. But i don't know what it's going.. I don't remember anything and i feel the heat,hatred and anger inside me. I've become violent that night. Luckily, my father did not punished me but said my eyes are evil and is it because i've practiced occult stuffs?
But tell you something.. This is something good news to me but bad news to others.
Good news- I'm going to be half-vampire.
Bad news- My family, friends and everyone is going to suffer if i'm going to continue this way.
But i suppose that Vampires are not all bad but this feeling of me is evil.
I want to be a good Vampire and not killing anyone. But inside me there's anger that i think I'M GONNA KILL EVERYONE SOMEDAY.
Well.. I think everyone thinks that i'm a guy who is a joker and gets bullied easily.. But i can tell you.. Don't push me to my limits. It's really disastrous...
-Hiroyuki- 8:44:00 PM