Well guys read this... READ THIS. I TELL YOU TO READ THIS.
This is idiotic. I hate myself. The inside of me going to burst...
Why am i so soft hearted? Maybe i should learn to be not so "innocent" and let people bully me.
But i don't want history to repeat itself.. Like in P6 i was like a savaging lion.. whacking people like hell, shouting like shit, whack people who say bad things about me. But since then i've changed a lot. Totally different. Because.. I don't know the reason.. But i just changed.
Hais.. Shall i become the old me?
Like whack Yuenkai until he go hospital if he bully me? Punch Bervyn on his face to tell him shut up and go hell? Slam Jeremy's head on the wall because he ignored me sometimes? Tell that f***ing Yijun to go hell cuz she's a bi*** and punch till she cry like mad? And tell Daniel that stop his nonsense don't think too highly of himself. These are true feelings that what i felt. And if other people defy or say anything bad about me, i shall punch the hell out of them..
No. I should not. If i become like this.. There are a lot of bad things going to happen. Like:
1) Classmates and friends avoid me.
2)Reputation in school will get worst and worst.
3)I'll become a god-damn evil vampire..
4)Zhi Ting will avoid me..
The 3rd one is the one that i fear for.. As the effects are frightening..
But sometimes i really feel sad because those people bully me like mad.. Say bad things about me for no good reason? LOL i didn't offend them sia.. But they went over limits.
But also 1 thing is that, i don't have the feeling to whack and be angry at people.. Accept for Yuenkai.. He made me mad.. But i kept to my heart. Till now my heart is still bleeding profusely because i've been keeping everything to my heart. It's freaking terrible and painful.
Weiting if you're seeing this, i'll kill you. You that day went too far..
Sometimes really becoming a vampire is good.. I won't tell you the powers of it though..
I'm very very sad.. Bitterly sad.. It cause my homework to fail, as in not handing in to teacher on time..
What to do? Can anyone help me and really read my heart? I really wish to have a person who can help me anytime,anywhere and also that person must not be too busy.. But too bad.. No such person to help me.
AHH I'M FREAKING FRUSTRATED.. I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO.. SOMEONE I TRUST AND WILLING TO HEAR MY HEART.
ONE VERY DAY.. IF I'M FREAKING TERRIBLY SAD.. I'M GOING TO BURST. AND DON'T BLAME ME IF I DID ANYTHING WRONG. I'M GOING TO BE A FULL-VAMPIRE. I DON'T GIVE IT A DAMN..

PEOPLE TO KILL/TORTURE(List of people)-
Humphrey-P6, Darren-P6, The whole of primary school people(depends)
In BBSS-My Class: Bervyn, Daniel, Yijun, Shi Yuan, Xian Yi, Leon, Florence, Suchi, Shi Cheng, Binxi( I'll definitely torture the hell out of him.), Xu Shao.
YuenKai and Jeremy- If they persist on.. I'll do it..
Other class:
Weiting, Chang Yen, Chanel, Yiren, Z*, YanLing, Louisse(if he knows too much..), Cliff.

God.. Don't force me.. Since this world isn't fair, i'll fight to get my share of fair..
I'm pissed of by some people( hope you know who you are), stop getting the nerves of me you ASSHOLES..
I'll stop from here.. There's too much to say.. But.. I'll just stop here.. Don't wish to say anymore..