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02 April 2009
I felt kind of useless. I only dared to spill out all the hatred and the hateful thoughts I've been thinking through and not expressing out on the spot to people who did nasty things or things that go against me. What the fuck is this? Do I continue to be my old self, or the new which is so hard to change? Besides, there are people I couldn't leave at all. I can't cut my ties with them, impossible to. I guess, I have to undergo change but still carry this chain that has been connecting me with them so long. This is tough, but true friends should take this as a test of friendship. If you can't take it, then jolly well fuck off without hesitation. If you can't stand vulgarities being hurled during a fit of anger, then get lost too. By the way, I am clear of what I am doing during frustrations and when I am angry. Oh, if you don't give a damn, too bad.
-Hiroyuki- 7:41:00 PM
